It’s 1.30am. My dad is in hysterics in the conservatory.
It’s my fault. My fault for being so fucked up. I have no blades. No lighters. No scissors. No razors. No knives. All I have is paracetamol. I know I’m going inpatient in two days. Actually it’s tomorrow now. But I can’t stand this. I need to get away from this life.



